Forever, Never, Sweetheart
You tell me you don't hate me but
then when I try to protect you, warn
you, you shun me.
I don't know how you say you love
someone, then turn around and
treat them the way you do.
Every promise we made, you broke.
Not once have I stopped being loyal
to you.
I don't know why I'm holding on like
I do.
I felt like an idiot and I still do after
that day I came to see you.
I don't know why you would hold me, and
tell me you love me, when I know
you really don't.
My heart is hanging by a thread, I
don't think it no longer beats the
same.
Everytime you punish me for my
mistakes, I break a little more each
day.
You were supposed to be my best
friend through thick and thin.
I don't see you the same and it
hurts in the worst way.
I'm always wishing the best for you
even when you ignore and shun me.
I don't need you to love me, I would
just like your love a lot.
Now I know what it's like to be in
your shoes when everyone except
me stopped loving you.
Through good and bad I always had
your back.
Now it's all about you. The narcissist
who has to find himself with music
and pot.
At one point he forgot about me.
While you're on this self discovery,
this freeing yourself journey could
you think please? Think of me?
One time to the girl who'd love him
even when he made her mad.
Two times for the girl that took him
back even when he cheated.
Three times for the girl who walked
away from her family for him.
No times for the girl as she sits lost
in love.
Everyday we spoke, and you're fine
coping without my voice.
Now you tell me in four months
you're sober to this love.
I know you won't respond you never
do.
You don't love me, not like I love
you.
You don't respect me, like I do you.
Don't look up to me, like I do you.
You care nothing about my feelings
you just pity me, and you're happy
with the girl I turned out to be.
You think I'm damaged goods.
One day you'll realize I was the tight
beat to that dope rhyme you kicked.
I was your backbone that always
helped you get back up again.
I was the Yin to your Yang.
Don't ever forget how much I loved
you.
Don't ever forget all the love I
brought you.
Yeah you're cold to me now, on
some I'm better than you ish.
You don't have to tell me I can feel
it.
And I'm not even mad I'm just hurt.
Not even mad, just hurt that I'm
always looking out for you.
Putting you first.
You'll never read this, you'll never
respond.
Forever, never, huh sweetheart?
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